~to josh, drey and olivia*-
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
the past week has been one of the
hardest rollercoaster rides of my life recently;
not only have i not realized my full potential, but i keep thinking of what i
could've done to make things better.
they're tons and tons of ideas and reasons filling up my small lil head telling me that
it's my fault and i
could've changed the way things are now.
they've been
sleepless nights, constant hours of
breaking down and breaking out my emotions; times where i feel so
useless in life and times where there's
nothing to look forward to..
i guess i still feel this way at present but things have been
much easier with great support from my
closest, dearest friends who've been there for me
from the very beginning since high school-
josh, drey and olivia; they've given so much support and i feel so blessed to have such special people in my life. they've given me the utmost
comfort, hope and faith to look forward to the future and to also tell me that it's normal to make me feel this way cos im in
love :))
-*drey & josh*-
-*ts and april*-
and so, thanks so much guys, for
always being there for me from the very beginning. you've brought me here to this day which i never
could have done it alone without all of u. loveuguys*and, speaking of the future, i finally got a
scholarship offer from a university that i applied to after 2.5 weeks-
monash u! still pretty shocked actually.
now,
at least i have something to hang on and hope for atm.
:))okay,
nights for now--
xoxo
*feebs-
(12:57 AM)
