i have an *IDIOT* sign slapped across my forehead-
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
something happened today.and yes, im gonna make sure it doesnt happen to me again.i guess ive been pretty lucky the first few times but this time God decided to punish me cos of my carelessness and ignorance.my apartment door has an auto lock device thing, so once the door slams shut from the outside, you cant get in unless you have a key. so, yes, obvious enough, i got locked out of my apartment.and, not only do i not have my handphone with me, but i dont have any money (except a miserable dollar in my pocket which cant even buy a bottle of water), no phone contacts that i memorised, and no apartment or spare key.don't even think about how i got myself locked out of my own apartment. and yes, i tried to see if the concierge had a spare key (which i was *so* confident tht they did, just like most hotel rooms do), but they didn't.and the time i got locked out was 1 pm. so i have to wait 4 SUPER LONG HOURS till chris gets home, and the thing is i cant even call him or leave him a message cos i dont have money to make a call, or a handphone, and WORSE STILL, i don have his hp number.and the worst part is, i was wearing these huge soft furry slippers that were a size of UK 11. -.- and i honestly thought i could take a stroll around the city penniless (still not so bad rather than sitting outside the apartment door like a stalker).and i havent even had breakfast. nor lunch. and a dollar in my pocket. HOW LAH.in the end thank God my father's friend was with me (which is how i got locked out in the first place), so she gave me 20 dollars to surf the net and wait for chris to get home and also get a bite to eat.that didnt really excite me cos going out in furry slippers made me bring a huge load of unwanted attention from others. even now. so now im here, typing away and waiting for my lil brother to get back.i left him a note btw, asking him to get me. God, please don't let some guy walk past the apartment and read it or take it and throw it away. :( and im thinking to myself, "how am i gonna take care of my lil brother?!" :( and its raining outside- heavily. i wanna go home!and i have so much stuff to do back at the apartment. and im tired now. and, and, i had a short revelation of wanting to have superpowers to climb or fly up to the tenth floor and climb in through my window.chris, PLEASE please don't come back at 6. please.ive learnt a BIG FAT lesson. and a conclusion that i'm a real dumbo.my dad's gonna kill me when he finds out. cos he reminded me once about the door. and i just made that mistake he asked me to avoid, a million times.not a great thing to remember during ure first few weeks in sydney.
(3:30 PM)