15th Jan 1989
phoebekho@gmail.com
capricorn
-*emotional, awfully blur and slow ALL THE TIME, love to talk abt anything under the sun and a perfectionist*-
-*i have a deep food and dessert fetish*-
-*always had a desire for reading cooking recipes and baking until it's near perfect*-
-*i love drowning myself in my own little world of my ipod and i*-
-*my ultimate longlife passion is photography- to instill and capture moments for lifetime memories*-
-*i love me and my sleep, and lastly, i love and believe in God. -*amoureux de` dieu*-

P.S. .+*this blog is specially dedicated to all my friends in kl :) -love u all*
u can finally take a sneak peek into my daily life to see what mischief im up to*+.

-*cheers*- xOxO

i'm having love fever for josh duhamel.

i guess it's cos of the constant shows of him in las vegas that im watching every nite..
but seriously, he is a drooling-over-hottie.
right sammie? =)*

the best part is that he's SO TALL; notice he's always taller than the rest on the set.
and has such a breath-taking sexy smile *gasp*

(5:03 PM)

there's so much to say but there are so few words.
so i'll keep it short and simple.

dear POOKIE,
sometimes it's hard to say goodbye
but i know i'll see you again
it may be 2 months, 2 years, 2 decades.
but you and i know it
that we'll definitely see it through.

may you change the world
and spread your infectious love.
may you carry a bigger heart home
with brand new ambitious plans and resolutions

and lastly may you keep holding on to hope and faith,
to guide you through your worries
and on rainy days.

and lastly,
i wanna let you know that they're people around you that loves you.
and one of them's me! :)

have a safe flight*
muah*

-feebs*-

(12:09 AM)

with bad cramps and a hot bottle of water held to your stomach all day wile you lie in bed curled up trying to sleep is not the day i wanted to begin with. but it did. and i had to be a driver ALL DAY.

and to satisfy the family's tastebuds i made them spaghetti for dinner, the only decent dish i can only seem to make since i was born. and this time, i followed jamie oliver's recipe and it's the best pasta i've ever made. ever.

and after that i felt my cramps got better. psychologically.
it's amazing how pasta does wonders to your tummy.

-feebs*-

(10:00 PM)

-homemade mooncakes

-with family-

we love u grandma :)

p.s. sammie i miss ur mum's home-made mooncakes! *hmmph* =(
and i rmbr tht last yr was the first time i actually tried mooncakes. i've been missing out!

-feebs*

(2:47 PM)

(5:37 PM)

when by came back for his hols he took me to his jap restaurant that i've been persuading him for ages since it just opened and finally did!

and it. was. really. good.

a bit pricey, but the portions are HUGE as compared to the pictures in the menu and the quality really lives up to its name.

p.s. by, i'm helping you to advertise here thus i'm priviledged for commission! =) haha*





- food time*





we ordered too much because we thought the portions were really small so in the end we didn't finish and were stuffed.

then we went for dinner the next night (by again, you're making me eat so much) and ate somemore but it was a disappointment so we went to bings! for desert:



so by, take me to your restaurant again when you come back, yea? :)
study hard and ace your exams!
stop hitting on girls so much *wink*





(1:31 PM)

im a doofus :b

btw if you don't know who i am, i'm feebs's brother.

(1:38 PM)

All applicants please note:
Due to technical difficulties, results of PQA testing and notification of Oral Assessments will be e-mailed to applicants late on Wednesday, September 19th 2007.
Apologies for any inconvenience this 24 hour delay may cause.

*grr*

(1:17 AM)

We finally did the bare skylight in our courtyard.
it took us around 2 full days to complete it.
our asses, necks and thighs hurt now…
but it was all worth it!


(12:37 PM)

GUYS, remember in psycho class when someone talked about the Dalai Lama?
and i said, "what's a Dalai Lama? isit a llama?"... and all of u laughed?

well today i asked my mum, "mum do u know wads a Dalai lama?"
her reply was, "dalai lama? u mean DILEMMA isit?"
then i said, "no, Dalai Lama la..."
then she replied, "i don't know.. a kind of flower?"
"-.-... hahaha"

see my mum's worse than me.. totally unrelated.
but maybe because at the moment she was playing with some flowers.


(4:06 PM)

btw, sammie left today :(


(10:41 PM)

Okay, this is HOW we make FULL use of our cars, especially in a kiam-siap city called Kuching.

i was driving and on the way home today when we saw the most silly and strange thing on the road as stopped by the traffic light. I quickly nudged and insisted my mum to take a photo while we were laughing our asses off and thinking that it was the most ridiculous thing we've ever seen.



I was wondering why the driver would do such a thing.. and it could be either the driver of the car:

1. wanted to attract other people's attention
2. thought his car was too small for the bag to fit
3. the food was too smelly to be put into his car
4. or simply was because he hates the food in the bag

i was squinting my eyes to see what was in the bag, hoping that prolly it was dog food or something that was unpleasant, but it was fresh LAKSA! hahaha :))

and btw, if u were probably thinking that the car was full of people with no space, there was lots of space in the kancil car. and the spur of the moment was that the motorcyclist in the current picture went neck to neck with the driver and was pointing to the bag hanging at the back.

as if the driver doesnt know that he hung the plastic bag of food on his back wiper.

the conclusion is, only kch people will do this sort of thing; to maximize functionality and space.

and later when i picked my brother up from tuition, we saw three dogs doing a threesome. 2 were already stuck together while a male dog was trying to get into the female's occupied backside.

as if the day couldn't get even more weird.

feebs*-

(9:45 PM)

i had the most heart-stopping surgery ive ever seen in my life.. my eyes were practically nosing behind every surgeons' backs to see them operate.

i got to go to the operational theatre today and they were doing a major surgery on a 19 year old girl who got into a car accident and fractured her whole face that her nose bridge was broken and there was a deep hollow area in her forehead. sounds deep?

she was under the knife for 7 hours and i got to see them stitch her eyes together, cut open her scalp in half, cut out a bone tissue from her head using drills and scalpels, and sutured it into her nose and her hollow forehead using screws.

her front face looked like rolls of skin piled on top of each other. it was sooo bloody!! and pretty disgusting but it was something i won't want to miss for anything else!

the worst thing was that they used scalpels and were practically poking underneath her skin to break through the tissue to get to her nose. and in the end i saw all the surgeons stitching up her scalp together. its so amazing how there are so many layers in our head :)

it's def. a moment of a lifetime :)) and i got to wear scrubs! yay*

*feebs-

(7:23 PM)

the worst pain you could ever feel is a bad migraine.
i hate them, ergh! and genetics too.. =(*
it took me 45 mins to get to sgh cos of the jam, took me another 15 mins to find a parking space, arrived at 8, went in, and got an attack at 9. so i had to come straight home cos
the pain was like throbbing in my head and the stupid sparks were blocking my whole view i couldn't see. i couldnt even drive home properly that i almost knocked a motorcyclist.

can someone make me feel better? like drown myself in chocolates and sweets? oh wait! i can't...
it triggers my migraine..

I finally picked up the book abt migraines that my uncle got for me from australia and these are the things I CANNOT eat:

Tea, coffee and caffeinated drinks such as coca-cola
Alcohol
Chocolate, ESPECIALLY dark chocolate
Peanuts
Processed and smoked meats like bacon, salami, pepperoni, chipolatas
Citrus fruits, e.g, oranges, grapefruit, fruit juices
Bananas
Onions
Smoked fish
Dairy products like milk, yoghurt and cheese
Dates and raisins
Wheat products like bread, cereal and pasta
Plums and raspberries

and processed food of any sort

and theres MORE but im listing down the basic things we eat everyday which i can't.

so i asked my friends, what can i NOT eat is more than what i CAN eat.

but yesterday was fine and i learned so many things! =( i learnt about teeth impressions, teeth extraction, implantation and crowning! :)) i even got to stand there and watch them go into surgery that they covered every part of your face except your teeth :) its so cool :)

ok, i'm going back to sleep; i feel like a zombie.
migraine screws up your whole day, seriously.

-feebs*

(5:44 PM)

he said
it was the things for what she's done and acted in the past
that have made the way things are now.
he said
that he had given her the chance to make things better;
to turn things around before time runs dry.

and all i want to say is,
that i can't turn back time for what i've done,
for what i've not realized.
all i want to say,
is not to charge me guilty
because i'm not the only one that could've made things better.
it's back to you.

but i'm sorry because
i didn't mean to take you for granted
i never wanted to make u feel bounded
i don't want you to be unhappy anymore
i don't want you to feel like life's a burden when i'm around
so now you get to taste the freedom that you've been longing for to let this go

so i smile, and hope for a better tomorrow.

it's not your fault.

(11:12 PM)

before you know it, u finish high school, then next to pre-u, and with another blink, we're all off to unis. everyone's leaving already this week! :((

on wed, em's leaving to the uk doing psych, kim's leaving to nottingham to do pharmacy, and
sammie's gonna go off to ireland to do medicine :) and andrio is going off to china and then to the uk to do architecture on tue!

well smartass bimbo no.1 sammie, ill always rmbr ure phrase of 'short frequent spurts', 'stupid cow', 'my thighs look so huge'; all of which are NOT true and u know it :) AND, you're the one tht will go breaking british guys' hearts :)

kimmie, you'll be the ruler of the nottingham campus la 'i tell u', and i'll always remember your high pitched laugh :)) haha i miss it already.. but it still rings in my head whenever i think of you.

ems, i hope that when u go over to the uk u'll finally start finishing the food on your plate :) ill always rmbr ure blurness like me and your deep passion for God :) go bimboes!

andrio!! uve always been the sweet, soft guy that i know that lives just 1 min away and u'd always cycle to my house whenever i need a favour and my favour's being returned by being chased by my dogs.. haha :) im so deeply sorry abt tht!! :)) all the best with u and shaz :) keep strong* and go long!

im so proud of all of u :) u guys have made it this far and though they've been so much complications along the way, u guys still pulled through! rmbr we still hv to meet in 11 yrs time!

hmm rmbr to update, yeah? :) do leave us aussie-undergrads-to-be (me, ho, joey and dawn) behind who will still be bumming around till nxt yr!

im tearing up already* sigh- loveuguys

*feebs*-

(10:07 PM)

.+*the 10*+.

sammie
joey
hoho
claire
ems
kimmie
pm 11

.+*extended family*+.

adeline
josh
F.B.I

.+*the ones who follow their hearts*+.

andrio
leh ding
ms. ho

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