stay, please stay*
Thursday, November 29, 2007
*wide smile*i feel that
my confidence levels are way above normal than they used to be
today.
the reason being,
i managed to successfully sit through the whole 2 hours of maths tuition yesterday and this morning! without sleeping, that is. but i was constantly yawning. and better yet, i actually wasn't lost in the process learning calculus! :) yay*HOWEVER,


in such a
short period of time (yesterday) i realised
we have to sell of our cars since we're not gonna be in kuching over the next few years.
so my
darling baby hyundai is going to be
sold off to another owner's hands today which is making me awfully sad!i don't wanna let her go, because i'm
ESPECIALLY attached to the number plate, which took a long time to find.
hmmph. and i keep thinking to myself, "i only managed to keep her for 2 years!" and i only managed to FULLY use it for 6 months cos of the time being in kl.
and she treated me well :)SIGH.i guess that's life.
(3:15 PM)
there is no end-
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
i'm falling in love with scones...mmm. crispy on the inside, soft and moist on the inside. *squeals*and also in christmas day to come. im in such a 'christmassie' mood right now after admiring all the lights along orchard rd in sg for the past two days. sigh.now how i wish i can have a tub of yoghurt ice cream with me now
(2:03 AM)
-love or hate-
Saturday, November 24, 2007
london? or sydney?
imperial college? or uni. of sydney?
(*lightbulb*)
i know! i'm going to university of sydon!! :)
(2:08 AM)
-not everyone ends up with a happy ending-
Saturday, November 17, 2007
for the past few days i've gone through
emotional turmoil,
rollercoaster lopsided arguments,
disruptive confrontations and
blowing our heads off for
god-know-what is so complicated on our family personal matters which is actually so plain simple that is making me feel like i could just
move out and get away from everything.i can't take it anymore. and its definitely a chapter in my life i'll
never forget.
screw it.
(10:21 PM)
-another sunny glow-
Friday, November 16, 2007



my new baby!
i love you mummy!
thanks so much :)
im so glad you're back home, safe.
(3:22 AM)
.+*fly me to the moon-
Thursday, November 15, 2007
-"never settle for second best"BUTS. WHYS. BUT. WHAT ABOUT. SO HOW. SIGHS. ERGHS.
im tired.
im always tired. 2 days ago. yesterday. today.
now.
constantly standing on a fine line on the verge of making decisions that will determine my future and i STILL cannot decide; both that will TOTALLY lead me to different lives. and just when i realise that ive made my decision, *sigh* im not gonna start again.
i need a break. from all of this.
NOW.
or im going to break.
(1:31 AM)
-be my salvation-
this is just a head's up.
:: sometimes all you need is a crisis to make your way back into the arms of the Lord::
for
all of you who have
lost your hope and believe in God.he'll
always be there to
forgive, and to bring you back to
heaven.-feebs.-
(1:18 AM)
-etre a l'avenir-

after coming back from siam reap for god-knows-how-long, i
finally discussed the trip with my parents yesterday cos of their
oh-so busy schedule for the week.rather than ranting about the million temples i visited,
i told them about the fortune teller that i went to see while i was there. i was practically pulling my guts together, taking a deep breath that holds more than my belly can, and walked into the room where
my future laid before my eyes.after 40 minutes i was pretty
amused and yet shocked at the same time for them
being so accurate about what they mentioned about my
past and present situation.in the near FUTURE
(1) i'm destined to meet my guy at 27...
... and i'll marry him at 32
(so OLD! i was targeting 26-28)
(2) by 32 i'll earn my 1st million
(3) i may meet a guy between 22-25 and marry,
but will most likely end up having a divorce
(4) ill have 3 kids!! so much for me not wanting 3 kids cos of the middle child syndrome that most of my friends are experiencing being the middle child.
sounds too good to be true?
other than that she mentioned about my
personality, family background and other personal depths of my life, and it was all SO accurate!
but
all in all, it's
God that will be the only one tell my
future.
and that's a promising fact! *wink*
(12:18 AM)
-in between-
Saturday, November 3, 2007
You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown
And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on
Don't concern yourself
With this mess you've left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone
You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
So just leave the pieces when you go
-*the wreckers*-
-*leave the pieces*-
(5:35 PM)
-*how being bored can stir you to do lame things*-

emily: "some people are just TOO free"
me: "i KNOW." *smiles*
(3:21 PM)
hmmm...
im getting
kinda tired of blogging already.
only after 3 months!either because there's
nothing much that's been going around in my life lately.
or i
don't have the kicking interest to blog.
i think im getting too lazy.being a
lazy couch potato.shit.i need to do some exercise.
(7:09 PM)