everything has to come to an end-
Sunday, December 30, 2007
it's theng's last day before she heads off to penang!and i won't know when we'll see her again.. maybe in 3-5 years?so while we were counting down the days to her departure, we've been having huge feasts back at my dad's place 3 times in a row.the first day, we barbequeued and made all-american home-made beef burgers- and they absolutely melt in your mouth.
beef + egg+ mozarella cheese + onions, pickles and mushrooms

that was mine! *drool*
... my mouth is even watering right now

and these... home deep-fried american potato chips are the best ive ever tasted. crunchy on the outside, soft and moist and SWEET on the inside.
and on the second day we had fusion!

sweet and sour ikan kurau with capsicums, pineapples and mushrooms

followed by lamb ganoush (i'm not sure if that's how you spell it)
and on the last day we had baked chicken thigh with fries:

my dad was experimenting and barbequing char-siew:

my dad's home-made kolo mee :)
it's SOOO good-

theng, you know everyone will miss you!
that includes
me!
everyone back home- shaun, chris and i will miss u to bits. there's no doubt about that.at the mean time, keep in touch with us and have a safe flight back! *pout*love u dear :)ve*
(7:48 PM)
Saturday, December 29, 2007
having tummy cramps gives you a well-rested day.who agrees? *hands up*
(1:00 AM)
tell someone about cervical cancer
Wednesday, December 26, 2007

"Nearly 800 women per day worldwide will die from cervical cancer, estimated in 2006"
"The WHO estimated that 630 million people had genital HPV in 2001"
for more info, go to http://tellsomeone.com.my
i just got my shot today. get yours.
(3:10 PM)
tra-la-la
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
merry xmas everyone!
*god bless*
(4:07 PM)
night rendezvous
Monday, December 24, 2007
13.12.2007




(6:36 PM)
1 more day!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
the christmas spirit is here!
merry christmas eve everybody :)


it's the time of the year to stuff ourselves with caramelised chocolate sweets, melting belgian chocolates and gorgeous christmas fruit puddings. 'tis the season to cook turkey, pasta and cakes!


ok, updates updates!i ended up being a chauffeur in singapore that i couldn't do any christmas shopping.. my mum got a car there so i ended up driving everyone around! but it was fun =) learned all the roads already! yay.the shopping vibe is amazing. PACKED and i constantly feel this adrenaline rush to buy things but i tell myself to think 3 TIMES before snatching something off the rack and taking it to the counter.and we celebrated theng's birthday on the 16th at morton's steakhouse.









chocolate cake filled with hot chocolate lava in the centre, accompanied by haagen daaz vanilla ice cream.
time flies by so FAST!! 6 months gone in a flash and i can't get enough of it. I WANT MORE!and my gosh,
i don't wanna start uni.. =( esp. when im caught at a dead end. so it's all FINALLY confirmed.
i'm off to university of sydney on 20th of jan 08.alright, have a fantastic christmas everybody!
(1:50 AM)
where the bird flocks home-
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
darling theng is back!



ever since then, we have been having HUGE dinner feasts.







and we're off to singapore on friday!its gonna be a
busy busy month.
and everyone's coming back home!in other news, i realise that im driving a lil too fast on old man's road in kuching that i'm almost crashing into them
more than average in a day.
i better stop..and i rebonded my hair 3 days ago that when i washed it,
it went back to being curly...
$%&*#!?i had to go back and do it again today, for free of course, but al my hair became dry and spoilt after that that
i had to cut off another 3 inches. and
NOW IT'S SOOOO SHORT!something i wasn't expecting after waiting for my hair to grow for
2 years.=*(
(4:12 AM)
i wish* superman could save me
today, of all days, i have
officially gotten into my
first car accident.no, not with another car, thank god.
but with a
curb. -.-
i was trying to avoid this huge van on my left in a small squeezy alley in
front of riverside hotel which was practically
SWARMED with hundreds of people, that i turned too much to the right that
i hit the curb and there was this loud swish of air for about 5 seconds.i thought, "uh-oh. *pause* nevermind. im okay, i seem to be moving. nothing's wrong..."chris: "ey phoebe, your type pancet lah-"me: "har? no lah. *pause AGAIN* isit? O.O *gasp* oh no-"and i was still so lost... until i saw that the tons of people who were walking by
stopped and
jaw-dropped right in front of me and back,
pointing at this small lil' car with
me in it.i was so humiliated... as well as my poor cousin and brother who had to drag along and take in the
humiliation as much as me.
"HAIYA, never see tayar pancet before is it? go away =$"WAIT. the humiliation didn't stop there. what's worse still was that i had to park my car
right in front of the hotel like some person advertising on how to changed pancet tyres during an emergency crisis.
the only difference was, i didn't know how to change the tyres. EVEN after flipping through the car manual repeatedly. i was *so* lost. so i had to get the staff security to do it for me with the aid of my friend.sigh.
9.12.07 will always be a memorable day.and i think i'll really die in isolation if i was in the middle of a desert.i'm never going back there. =*( PERIOD.
(6:19 PM)
in other words
i have a
BIG sign of relief on my forehead.
finally,
NOVEMBER is OVER. officially.
november has been
THE MONTH out of the 6 that i've been lazing about and deciding where my life should take me. and i'm finally at peace; not that i have decided on things that i wanted, but for other's sake and for me to trust myself to believe that whatever i've done is right.
i feel that i'm being thrown about left and right, up and down acccording to people's wishes and their feelings. i mean, what about mine? did you ever consider what i was feeling and how much i went through about a month ago? you think you can just come into my life, and in one second, and expect me to receive you back in
WIDE, OPEN arms saying, "i forgive you, come back into my life?"
things don't just work like that anymore.and you, one minute you're saying A, and the next, B, and then back you say A again. and
EVERY SINGLE TIME you side either, you go against everything good you said about the other. and
FINALLY WHEN YOU ASK ME what i WANT,
what i WISH, and i tell you but i said that i'll adjust to the circumstances, you blow in front of me and saying im self-centered when i truly told you what i wanted.
yes, right now i have a lot of anger in me.
i guess i still don't have that peace. sigh,
wishful thinking.and won't have it, for a very long time to come.
i guess it never ends.
i just wanna scream into my pillow until i lose my voice.
(4:06 PM)
-walk on water* & spread your heart of gold-
Saturday, December 1, 2007

to my dear josh,
my best friend, my brother, my squirrel, squidy and yoshie.
ill miss you more than words can say-

we've been friends since we were 13,and we were unstoppable from thenand when time caught up with usyears have gone by with a blink of an eye
and it's finally time to spread your wings,live life to the full, and accomplish your lifelong dreams.may you touch the world with your loving spiritmay you spread your love with your infectious smilemay you touch people's minds with your warm heartand may you carry God's heart and message for you everywhere and anywhere He takes you.and lastly, don't forget me- the old grannie back in this small lil town called kuching.you know you gotta come back and take care of me someday ;)love you tons.have a safe journey to korea-xxx
lots of love,
pee pee.
(1:26 AM)